Holding onto my faith

Looking back on the last few years, I struggle to understand why I must continue to live in frustration while the divorce proceedings drag on.  I can not grasp why God would let my daughter wind up going to school at Eastern.  But, I know God is in control and I have deep faith that He knows what He is doing.

I, on the other hand, am lost.  I never wanted all this drama in my life.  I hate having to fight with my future ex-husband on what’s best for our child.  Worse, I have people making decisions in my daughter’s life that I have no control over.

My nights end the same, in prayer.  I pray that God watches over my children, friends and family.  I often fall asleep praying to keep other thoughts from overwhelming me.  Why did I meet this man who has made it his personal goal to make my life hell?

I put my faith in God that there IS a reason for all this.  It just takes time to figure it all out.

Praying hard,

~P.

 

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